It is funny, when my soulmate first asked, my mind instantly went to Anthony, my so called "first love", but was he my first love? By the time I got my computer out, and I sat down to begin, I understood, probably for the first time, he wasn't my first love, nor my first heart break. My first love was met at birth, not just any birth, but my birth ( Read more... )

And just like that everything is gone. My heart feels it is in a billion pieces. I though I was done getting hurt... I was scared to trust you again and this is why. Once again I am just not good enough. I hope one day you look for me and I won't be there and I hope it hurts. I am not tryin to play the victim I am just wounded... I've lost the only ( Read more... )

So, the man I though I was going to be with for the rest of my life has taken another role in my life as my best friend. It honestly hurts so much and it is a hard adjustment after fighting so hard for him and then the 5 years we have spent on building us. So here I am not further in life than I was before, besides my age and just typical growing ( Read more... )

I miss being happy. I haven't been in so long I wonder if I ever was happy in the first place, or why I can't fake it hard enough for it to be...

Emo Ashley seems back in full force :( I hate it! I always look forward to Christmas and this year seemed a waste. Thing are just plain stupid right now.

The world around me is falling and the love is empty. I am lost in a world not meant to be!

smilin' that smile like nothing ever happened; you were never not mine :)
Created by bsdg28 and taken 209 times on BzoinkHow old will you be in 4 months?: 22 Have you ever felt betrayed?: Yes How long have you been friends with your best friend?: 6 years Do you think your dependable?: Yes Are you single?: No If not, what is your significant others ( Read more... )

I AM HANGING OUT WITH CHARLIE AND IT IS SO FREAKING SWEET! WE WERE TALKING ABOUT HOW NO ONE IS EVER ON, SO I AM GOING TO RESTART MY LIVEJOURNAL LIFE!

But I am on a cloud so I will type later!
peace!

Happy Birthday, My love! I am very excited for you and we had so much fun. I love you!

Wow. So livejournal is no longer cool... I lost friends over this. A dumb high school trend... You got to love high school...it make me laugh because no one is even the same... so all the fights and all the hate was just a passing phase. Lol. Hey brittney! How are you? I assume since you are sitting close to me and we are talking about it you will ( Read more... )

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