the summer ahead holds great adventures

and personally, i cannot wait.

i vaguely do sometimes ( Read more... )

im in trouble. ive gotten myself involved with a paranoid schitzophrenic (obviously, i didnt know this at the time) he lives in another city, but im still terrified of him and the things he could be capable of. hes told me multiple times that he will not commit himself and woudl prefer it if i didnt give a shit about him, but then tells me if i ( Read more... )

it seems like every time i try to get ahead, every time i start to get on my feet and be happy, someone or something knocks me the fuck back down ( Read more... )

so, i went and did it again ( Read more... )

update ( Read more... )

eh, i feel like shit... i dont want to go to work.... and i have to work a long shift

i just got home from a "date" with a boy i had a crush on most of high school (its 330am so that should tell you, the date went well). ive been keeping in low profile the past few months waiting for somehting to spark excitement within me, and tonight he did.... id waited years for tonight, only to remember ( Read more... )

today is the one year anniversary of my dads death

im ok i promise

does anyone know how i could go about starting to model

im so sick of everyone telling me i should do it, and not pursuing it