really important
it seems like every time i try to get ahead, every time i start to get on my feet and be happy, someone or something knocks me the fuck back down.
i've stayed out of so much bullshit the past year. i've worked so hard and really made an improvement within myself and my relationships with others. i've made some slip ups, but we're only human. i've done things in my past that are shameful, im the first to admit, but thats not who i am anymore
i've made new friends, tried my hardest to start over but theres always those few people who have nothing better to do than sit around and concoct tales and farfetched assumptions. i've tried my hardest to stay low and block their negativity out but its hard when everyone is connected through others.
everyone betrays you. i cant trust anyone from my past.
there are few people that i love and love me in return, but thats all i need, is those few.
nameless you shall remain, but if you guys read this... you know who im talking to
im not going to put on a smile to entertain your need to feel wanted anymore. dont expect me to acknowlegde you in a room anymore. we dont need to pretend anymore
i've stayed out of so much bullshit the past year. i've worked so hard and really made an improvement within myself and my relationships with others. i've made some slip ups, but we're only human. i've done things in my past that are shameful, im the first to admit, but thats not who i am anymore
i've made new friends, tried my hardest to start over but theres always those few people who have nothing better to do than sit around and concoct tales and farfetched assumptions. i've tried my hardest to stay low and block their negativity out but its hard when everyone is connected through others.
everyone betrays you. i cant trust anyone from my past.
there are few people that i love and love me in return, but thats all i need, is those few.
nameless you shall remain, but if you guys read this... you know who im talking to
im not going to put on a smile to entertain your need to feel wanted anymore. dont expect me to acknowlegde you in a room anymore. we dont need to pretend anymore