Does he ever care when I get A's and B's, does he ever say that he is proud of me? NO. He cares when I miss school because I am sick and he calls me a truent. Does he realize that I am a truent because no one ever calls the school to say that I am sick...how is that my responsibility?? They know they have to clear my absence, but they fail to do it ( Read more... )

Tiffany says that I have lost my muse and that is the reason why I haven't benn able to write lately. Perhaps I haven't lost my muse, I just haven't been able to focus on it due to all the distractions. THings seemed to be so bliss but the second I blinked and opened my eyed all I could see was fog. Once the fog came in I looked behind me. When I ( Read more... )

This is a very deep thought that I just had that may help many people through different situations.

*Although we cannot have the future, we can always keep the past*

Just think about it and tell me your thoughts

by Evanescence © 2003 Wind-Up Records ( Read more... )

So I haven't really written because it's just so hard to write this all down. Steve and I broke up. Yeah, it's over. I guess it was for the best, I mean I still have feelings for him of course, but it just wasn't meant to be. We are just too different of people, we really are. One wouldn't think that me being social and him not would cause so many ( Read more... )

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Look at that the Tiffs and Blake go against JoJo...that isn't good for T4

Ok so just to let everyone know, I feel really refreshed right now. I finally got a great night of sleep. I couldn't sleep due to the many things that were running through my mind. Sunday night Steve and I ran into Aaron and Adriana. Just seeing them makes me upset. I started crying. Aaron threatened to beat Steve with a baseball bat, so of course ( Read more... )

In the past 3 days I have had like 6 1/2 hours of sleep. There are too many things going on right now and many of them aren't good. I have to cling on to what I have right now. I'll explain later.

Well I'm back from my vacation, and I wish it wasn't over. I went and saw my mom which was amazing. I thought I was really happy here which I am (thanks to my friends), but I felt complete up there. Her and I are so much alike it's insane, we do almost everything the same! I took her to MAC and bought some makeup and loved it. Gosh, I was having ( Read more... )