With all the confidence in saying goodbye, or "verge mentality", it becomes easier to conceptualize time. Time is a linear phenomenon, and we may only inevitably follow it. We cannot step outside of it, or begin to understand beyond it, but there are certain times when we feel that there is an opportunity to hop onto a new line, a new beginning. ( Read more... )

you will not please me, nor will you anger me. 
i will observe your actions in wait.
i will examine your every thought.
for it is she who has the heart to take hearts who achieves,
and i am she who takes part.

you can always judge a persons character accurately by three things: how they treat animals, how they treat the waiter, and their stance on abortion.

some, of low education or northern persuasion, may disagree with me. however, we of high education know that many people with the 'right' to an opinion have no claim to any such pedigree or ownership. ( Read more... )

either everythings perfect or everythings terrible; i hate to be so grandoise with my journal, so dramatic, but it seems to be in my nature. and why cant i keep the patience to write?

i am disowned; i have no parents, i have no family. this is my choice, my decision, which i suppose gives it some merit. i never thought he would choose this. calling my bluff? there is no bluff, so the pot we played for - my future - goes to me. how terribly terrifying.

there is no peace.

let me explain to you the great fault of existence.

i have done nothing of note in my entire life, and ive done a number of things. a couple million, probably, counting the more mundane actions of simply existing, such as breathing, or hopscotch. never yet have i done anything worth remembering, and this weighs heavily on one so enamoured of epic ( Read more... )

you would do well to remember that nothing matters

the drawback to the way that i view the world is that my problems, being unique (because only i exist), cannot be solved by anyone else. advice is appreciated and even solicited, but in the end ive got to fight the good fight on my own, and sometimes i just dont fucking want to. balancing the rose tinted lense view of the world that i dream of and ( Read more... )

you are known by what you will fight for

there must be a way free from constant compromise without compromising to find it. but unless someone shows me, i fear ill slog towards it forever.