Well today is one of those days that I HATE....I seem to keep being reminded of Jason everywhere. Its the 22nd so it would have been one of our aniversaries if I would have still been together. I'm 98% sure I'm better off without him. There are rare times that I still miss him, but mostly I'm happy he's out of my life. He hurt me more than I ( Read more... )

Well it hasn't been my week. I've managed to burn my hand twice and cut my thumb in my metals class. I hate this. My stress level is ridiculous right now. Its so high that I'm not sleeping very well. I have the world's hardest time falling asleep at night and then I'm tired all day, but I still can't sleep at night. It doesn't make any ( Read more... )

I have a tip for today...Don't let your sister cut your hair. So I'm not going to lie I didn't want to pay to get a hair cut so I asked my sister to trim my hair for me. I showed her about an inch to cut off...well it turned into like 4 or 5 inches. I now have a pageboy and look like I stepped out of the 1920's. I feel like I should have bee ( Read more... )

So I recently found out that my brother got married to the one person in this world that I wish he wouldn't have. The best part is he still hasn't even bothered to tell me. I'm fucking pissed at him to say the least. I'm still waiting for him to get around to telling me that he married the girl who dumped him last Septemeber to have sex with ( Read more... )

Its been forever since I've updated and I feel like my life has been turned upside down and inside out ( Read more... )

I went to a confrence this weekend and it was amazing! I love going to KARA even if it is work related. I love getting to hang out with the other staffs. There is just something that is so much fun about being with other crazy RAs. And we are truely crazy.

Well thats about it in my life. However I thought I would put up some pictures of the cutest ( Read more... )

So Tuesday was Jeanie's birthday and she was gone. I realized that I don't have very many good friends here at KU. There are lots of people that I know, but not a lot of people that I do things with or even really want to have a serious talk with. Jeanie was doing birthday things and I was all alone. Its not that I normally mind being alone as ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm failing them. My residents. I don't give them my undivided attention like I did last year. I'm burnt out and I'm starting to lack empathy for them. I'm starting to be jaded and un-trusting. My stress level is so high that I'm thinking that I need to see someone about it. I'm having trouble sleeping, I can't keep up with ( Read more... )

It's been forever since I used livejournal. I tend to use myspace, but I feel that too many people can read that...and frankly its people that I don't want reading it ( Read more... )

I got my wish from last year. I can think of Jason and not be hurt or feel alone. I'm single and I can't say that I love it, but I definantly like it. I don't have time for a guy ( Read more... )