Apr 22, 2007 22:37
Well today is one of those days that I HATE....I seem to keep being reminded of Jason everywhere. Its the 22nd so it would have been one of our aniversaries if I would have still been together. I'm 98% sure I'm better off without him. There are rare times that I still miss him, but mostly I'm happy he's out of my life. He hurt me more than I think anyone ever has.
Because I was so sad I bought myself a dozen fake red roses. They are gorgeous. I really like them. I bought pretty rocks to go in the bottom fo the vase. I hope that the arrangement turns out good.
My chest feels tight and I want to cry. I hate this. I can't stand it.