a long needed update
It's been forever since I used livejournal. I tend to use myspace, but I feel that too many people can read that...and frankly its people that I don't want reading it.
Life is chaos at the moment, but I've decieded that my life is always going to be complete chaos. I'm behind in classes because I got sick like 2 weeks ago. My job is so stressful that I'm having a hard time eating because my stomach is so upset. On the bright side. I'm only working here for like 3 more months.
I have found an apartment that I love for next year! Its a very nice, spacious 2 bedroom. Its 1012 square feet and rent is only $595. We will have to pay electricity and gas still and cable and electricity, but all in all I feel like its a good deal.
Someone was asking about my love life the other day. I had to laugh because its non-existant. I don't have time to date, keep up with friends, do good enough job at work, and get good grades. I'm hoping that I will find someone someday, but not right now. Its just not the right time for me yet.
My sister had another beautiful baby boy. I'm really excited about Ben. Dad is going to go to England starting Tuesday to help take care of my sister and the family. I'm not going to lie I'm slightly jealous of Dad. I miss them. Kristin and Ozel are strongly considering moving back to Kansas. That is going to be so weird for me because with things the way they are now...they aren't really involved in my life. Well we shall see what happens.
I've taken up knitting. It seems like such an old lady thing to do, but I love it. Besides it really popular for my generation...so I'm not a completely old lady. I'm hoping to find more time to knit over the summer and next school year.
I'm also learning how to make sewing patterns. Its totally and completely fascinating to me. I'm not exactly the world's greatest at it yet though. But practice makes perfect.
Last but not least I'm learning to work with metal. I'm in intro to metalsmithing and Jewelry making. I love working with metal. I wouldn't go so far as to say that I have the most potential out of anyone, but there is a small chance that I'm getting decent at it. We are only on project 2.
I don't miss Cali anymore. I'm completely comfortable and happy in Kansas. I think leaving was the best thing I ever did for myself...even though it hasn't been what I expected. It has turned out better in so many ways.
Well I have to go get ready for Jeanie's b-day party.
Life is chaos at the moment, but I've decieded that my life is always going to be complete chaos. I'm behind in classes because I got sick like 2 weeks ago. My job is so stressful that I'm having a hard time eating because my stomach is so upset. On the bright side. I'm only working here for like 3 more months.
I have found an apartment that I love for next year! Its a very nice, spacious 2 bedroom. Its 1012 square feet and rent is only $595. We will have to pay electricity and gas still and cable and electricity, but all in all I feel like its a good deal.
Someone was asking about my love life the other day. I had to laugh because its non-existant. I don't have time to date, keep up with friends, do good enough job at work, and get good grades. I'm hoping that I will find someone someday, but not right now. Its just not the right time for me yet.
My sister had another beautiful baby boy. I'm really excited about Ben. Dad is going to go to England starting Tuesday to help take care of my sister and the family. I'm not going to lie I'm slightly jealous of Dad. I miss them. Kristin and Ozel are strongly considering moving back to Kansas. That is going to be so weird for me because with things the way they are now...they aren't really involved in my life. Well we shall see what happens.
I've taken up knitting. It seems like such an old lady thing to do, but I love it. Besides it really popular for my generation...so I'm not a completely old lady. I'm hoping to find more time to knit over the summer and next school year.
I'm also learning how to make sewing patterns. Its totally and completely fascinating to me. I'm not exactly the world's greatest at it yet though. But practice makes perfect.
Last but not least I'm learning to work with metal. I'm in intro to metalsmithing and Jewelry making. I love working with metal. I wouldn't go so far as to say that I have the most potential out of anyone, but there is a small chance that I'm getting decent at it. We are only on project 2.
I don't miss Cali anymore. I'm completely comfortable and happy in Kansas. I think leaving was the best thing I ever did for myself...even though it hasn't been what I expected. It has turned out better in so many ways.
Well I have to go get ready for Jeanie's b-day party.