... what a fucking crock ( Read more... )

great film hehe! i jumped 3 times so quite scary haha ( Read more... )

long time no speak again ( Read more... )

Life is so un-predictable. I don't understand it. I don't understand life. At the moment i don't feel as though i am living... yet physically, i am alive. And do we realise the person next to us is also alive, they have their own thoughts, views, morals. Are they living their life to the fullest? what's the fullest it can get? Is their life better ( Read more... )

I'm scared of what i'm feeling.
I'm scared of what i'm becoming.
I'm scared of everyword you say to me.
I'm scared everytime i approach you.
I'm scared when i think of you.
I'm scared when i can't be near you.
I'm scared that you're not scared.

and i'm shit scared of feeling like this forever.

x

i didn't really talk about yesterday in yesterdays entry i i really should have cos there's things i wanted to talk about ( Read more... )

Well it never... but it caused great pain to my hand... are you sitting comfortably ( Read more... )

col has started and there's no phil, no ieuan, no sara, no heather, no richard, no lessons with steph, no lessons with david, no Nev, no hall - what the fuck is that all about?! there's resits, there's UCAS, there's still Mr O'hare (GR) there's essays, there's homework - GR ( Read more... )

Ok, so the plan is too find a new job, i'm getting out of there for sure ( Read more... )

The fun is over. I'm real sad about it, cos a tiny bit of me thought it would go further. Ah well, i'm used it now, it's what happens to me ( Read more... )