Yesterday
i didn't really talk about yesterday in yesterdays entry i i really should have cos there's things i wanted to talk about!
Steph left after third lesson, and entering the hall at lunch i realised how lonely i was. I could have sat with lots of different people.. but i know i wasn't wanted.. infact, not so much wanted but needed. Everyone else has other people and other commitments. if i wasn't there that lunch time, no one would have thought "Where's Rachel?" I need steph more than she knows, she is my rock, the person that i turn too, the person that makes me feel comfortable and at home. It scares the hell out of me that i can barely survive a lunch hour without her. I Imagine if she weren't in college at all, i'd be a loner... and i really would!
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Steph left after third lesson, and entering the hall at lunch i realised how lonely i was. I could have sat with lots of different people.. but i know i wasn't wanted.. infact, not so much wanted but needed. Everyone else has other people and other commitments. if i wasn't there that lunch time, no one would have thought "Where's Rachel?" I need steph more than she knows, she is my rock, the person that i turn too, the person that makes me feel comfortable and at home. It scares the hell out of me that i can barely survive a lunch hour without her. I Imagine if she weren't in college at all, i'd be a loner... and i really would!
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