Open RP, if anyone feels like taking on a slightly desperate Remus. If there's more than one person that wants to drop by to talk to him, each conversation will be treated separately. <3
------------------------------------------------------ Remus knows well enough that he should be in his room. He knows that his place right now is with his wife,
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She walks in through the entrance, to go back to... she can't go back to the 'security' of their quarters, because the security of Hogwarts has been betrayed.
And the first thing she sees are Remus' eyes, flashing at her from the darkness.
In a way, she is afraid to meet those eyes, but they are what greets her on entering the castle, and they startle words out of the tearless blankness.
"It should have been me. He had me helpless. I'd rather it were me there, instead of Teddy."
The words seem to echo, as hollow as she feels, in the large space, seemingly empty but for them.
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Seeing Dora in front of him, however, and hearing her words make his mind go blank. How can she even...think that?
...but hadn't he been thinking earlier how it should have been him in their place?
Putting his hand in his pocket, he walks over to her and wraps his arms around her.
"Please don't think that, love," he murmurs into her hair, holding her slightly tighter. "I'd rather it be no one, least of all you or Teddy."
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"You're... correct, as usual. Rather it were nobody at all. But Teddy..." She swallows.
"I was there and I made no bleeding difference. I didn't even nick Snape, I think. And then I was... discarded..."
Her knees almost feel like giving way under her, and she almost clings to him.
"Please... he'll be all right, won't he? They won't do anything to him?" She hates herself for being so weak. For asking of him to give reassurance when he probably needs one himself... and for asking him for reassurance that might be false, above all.
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Holding her slightly tighter, he nods. "Yes, love. He will be all right, and we will bring him back home."
That wasn't a lie. They would bring him back, somehow. They had to.
That second part of what she asked, however, he's not sure just how well he can promise it. They both knew Death Eaters. They both knew what could happen... "He will be safe and sound soon, Dora. I promise. I swear it, love." Another kiss, and he holds her closer.
"What Snape did, that was not your fault. Just how it wasn't Harry's. We all trusted Snape. And he... He took advantage of that trust. Of the situation, but this is not your fault. I need you to believe me, Dora." He turns to her then, his voice softening. "Do you believe me?"
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"Hey, Remus," he says quietly, sitting down next to him. "Map came in handy again."
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Although he wants to tell James to go back to bed, for now he doesn't. He needs the company, and James has just lived through this with Harry. He knows what he's going through.
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After a beat. "I'm tired of all this. All the games they keep playing. I actually even started considering taking my family and getting out of here once and for all." Looking down, he adds wryly, "It was supposed to be over, James..."
It's not fair that he's dumping all this on him and he realizes this as soon as the words come out of his mouth. It shows by how apologetic he looks almost immediately.
"Just... None of this makes any bloody sense."
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But he doesn't care. He won't leave the castle, go to the grounds. But he needs to walk, to think, to cry away from his father, grandfather and the Headmaster who he was named for, who hadn't betrayed him.
He pauses then and he clears his throat, softly.
"...Professor Lupin?
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"Hello, Al," he says gently, reaching to touch his shoulder. "Shouldn't you be resting...?"
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Padfoot had needed to go out for a run.
He'd been planning on just sneaking outside, but as he pads quietly down the stairs, he sees a familiar form sitting at the base of them and slows his steps.
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"You know," he suddenly says in a low voice, sounding almost apologetic, "I thought I understood how you felt when Harry was taken. In a way I did, I suppose, but..."
With everyone else it was somewhat easy to hide what he was feeling. With Sirius, right now, he just can't.
"...I don't know what to do."
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Sirius takes the last few steps silently and then takes a seat. "I certainly don't. Have you heard anything else?"
He wonders if Harry got in touch with Voldemort, to figure out the terms. He wonders if anyone will send something else as proof. He wonders if the next item will be something worse...
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He takes a deep breath, trying to clear his head and regain some control of what he's feeling.
Quietly, "I still cannot believe we trusted him."
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