I have deleted all of my other entries except for the ones you see now, the following entries are the most significant. i know i change journals alot, but this is the last time for a good, long while. No more r_is_for_riot.

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these times they are a-changin'.
im not looking back.

what a perfect description.

( hate me )

i was unhappy. not because of anything you did, but once i got myself involved in something it was too late when i realized that it wasn't what i wanted. i dont like being anyone's girlfriend. it's not that i like sleeping around with anyone or anything like that, but that label and what comes along with it isn't something i want to live up to ( Read more... )

i am so horribly sorry that i do not live up to your expectations and i'm not as great a friend as you'd like me to be. but i am me..and you are you. i accept your faults and the things i don't like about you, and i wish you could accept mine. but if you don't, just know..that it's okay. i love you so much..but i love myself so much more.

i'll do my thing and you do yours. i am not in this world to live up to your expectations and you are not in this world to live up to mine. you are you and i am me..and if by chance we find each other it's beautiful.

i am so incredibly homesick for kerrville, the only thing i seem to want to do is lay in bed and go through everything that happend with a fine tooth comb. i knew this was gonna happen, but i wasn't expecting such a heavy magnitude of it. i'm going back in september for little folk, but it still leaves a ginormous hole in my heart. i have to put ( Read more... )

i have never fallen in love with so many people so quickly. i'm incredibly homesick, and i had a beautiful time. there's nothing on earth like kerrville. we're gonna have a kerrcamp at the gathering in 2 weeks, i am so excited. i got really really sick 3 nights ago and vomitted alot alot, i'm not sure if it was because of a stomach virus or bad ( Read more... )

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i have had the most beautiful experience i've ever encounterd. the kerrville folk festival is my home. it's opend my eyes yet again and shined its wonderful light back into my heart. friday we got there and checked into staff central to get our shirts and the info for the next morning. we set up the tent and sat around and looked for mushrooms. a ( Read more... )