i've had this journal for almost a year now
and i really need to just get rid of it.

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my goal is to be on time for school forever. it's been a lil while.

oh yeah, just so everyone knows, this weekend was A M A Z I N G. besides the fact that my camera was thrown out of my bedroom window. thanks.

omg, there are only 2 people in this whole entire world that i hate. i just hope all the most horrible things possible happen to the both f them. i hate you i hate you i hate you. so much. i wish it were possible to keep you both veryyyyy far away from me but it's not..now i need to learn to keep my mouth shut around you people because if i say one ( Read more... )

while cleaning my room today i pulled out a box and it read ( Read more... )

i decided that i don't want to leave my house anymore. i wanna be a hermit. i can't stand hearing his name and wondering everything about him. i need to go away from everyone and everything for like a week. i was thinking about hangin out with like one or two people but just during the week. i don't wanna do much, just lay down, lay low on the ( Read more... )

i honestly and truly believe i am wasting my time but sometimes, i actually think he's worth it. i don't know. maybe one day things will be different.

someone please explain to me why only his voice can take me out of my misery. it makes the empty feeling go away. it helps me breathe, it helps me sleep. ahhh

overall, i've been doing pretty alright at keeping myself sane.
but lately everything has felt weird. like, i'm finally just content with things.
it's such a plain feeling.

it's funny how this year has been so far ( Read more... )