it's my last chance. i need to suprise myself and the people around me. i need to prove that i can do it. let me be sane. i kinda wish i had hope in anything but there's nothing out there. all i have is myself and i swear i can fucking do it. if i fuck up, i'm gonna be so lost. soo incredibly lost. no one would be able to help me. i wouldn't want
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