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Yah so...shits come to boil again ( Read more... ) -
Straight and Simple...Ugh...I wish
I'm pretty alone where I am. No close family, no friends. No one to talk to . I'm tired of it. Its getting me down and I don't know what to do anymore ( Read more... ) -
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Hell its not like anyone reads this. So why do I keep putting up posts? Cause I feel like it. It's really the only way I have to get things out.
I feel like I wanna say a lot, like there's a lot going on inside that I want to get out. The only problem is that I don't know how to word it. I don't know how to let it out.
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feelings....I don't know.
I've been trying to think of the word to describe what I'm feeling. But I can't. I think that melancholy is close to it. But I'm not for sure. I don't even know why I feel like I do. I've been feeling off for the past couple of days but today it seems to be worse I suppose. Bad enough for me to want to try to figure it out. So...lets seee...
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I feel so alone.
Okay lets see. Since moving to West Valley things have not been all that good. I have had good days but not ones that necessarily lasted. I lost my kitten, Baby, and then about a week after I lost her mother, Shyler. I was so sad and depressed about that. I had Shyler ever since she was just a tiny little kitten. I loved her soooo much. :(
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Part 1 - feeling left out and invisible: Part 2 - What the hell am I gonna do?
PART 1
k so this morning Scott and Ingela went grocery shopping (Ing got her foodstamps) and I was still in bed but they didn't even think about asking me to go with them. Then about 30 minutes ago they said they were gonna go outside to talk and they ended up going for a walk while they talked but yah, they didn't invite me and for some reason I ( Read more... ) -
FAT. Thats right. F-A-T.! :
I feel horribly fucking fat. I am horribly fucking fat . -_- It seems that, to me, in my eyes, that I can't lay on top of my boyfriend without squishing him when I move or go to kiss him and hurting him, even though I try my best not to.
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My issues
This morning I realized something. Despite not being able to emotionally feel it because of my anti-depressants, I still have been depressed and it affected my physically. I've been more tired and seem to have headaches more often. The reason for my depression I think is because I miss my family. I miss seeing them and hanging out with them. ( Read more... ) -
Stress
I don't even know how to start. There seems to be so much that I want to say. I moved to Cedar City. I think its the best move that we(Me and my friends) could have made. Its cheaper here, lots of places to get a job, and a plus is its at LEAST 10 degrees cooler. lol ( Read more... )