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Yah so...shits come to boil again.
If I lose him I'll have nothing. I'll fall apart. I won't be able to keep anything in or together. I love him so much.
Of course someone would say if thats the case then why did you mess things up?
I don't know.
I do know that I'm ashamed of myself.
I hate myself. Even more then I did before . I hate myself so much that it feels like I shouldn't even try anymore.
If I lose him I'll have nothing. I'll fall apart. I won't be able to keep anything in or together. I love him so much.
Of course someone would say if thats the case then why did you mess things up?
I don't know.
I do know that I'm ashamed of myself.
I hate myself. Even more then I did before . I hate myself so much that it feels like I shouldn't even try anymore.