Part 1 - feeling left out and invisible: Part 2 - What the hell am I gonna do?
PART 1
k so this morning Scott and Ingela went grocery shopping (Ing got her foodstamps) and I was still in bed but they didn't even think about asking me to go with them. Then about 30 minutes ago they said they were gonna go outside to talk and they ended up going for a walk while they talked but yah, they didn't invite me and for some reason I feel really hurt. Its like they don't care about me anymore and thats making me feel like they're glad to be rid of me and all.
PART 2
So on a whole nother thing. We have to move out. Great. Ingela and Scott had planned to move out to Cali by the end of the month no matter what. Which still basically left me screwed cause that meant I would have to get out to. Anyways we got an eviction notice and now we have to be out by friday morning the latest. Again, Great. Ingela and Scott , right before they got the eviction notice, had been able to confirm an apartment for them. Scott was able to get his parents out here to help move him and Ingela though cause of how fast everything has to go. Me on the other hand have no idea what I'm going to do . Hopefully a family member will take me in so that I can get a job and save money to get my own small apartment. IF they don't or cant then I'm homeless. Great. Just fucking great. I'm stressed and scared. I don;t know whats going to happen to me. I know that what I did, what we did, (me and my roommates) wasn't smart. It happened to fast and we should've planned better. Trust me, I've definately learned my lesson. To those who read this and care, I'm sorry >.<
k so this morning Scott and Ingela went grocery shopping (Ing got her foodstamps) and I was still in bed but they didn't even think about asking me to go with them. Then about 30 minutes ago they said they were gonna go outside to talk and they ended up going for a walk while they talked but yah, they didn't invite me and for some reason I feel really hurt. Its like they don't care about me anymore and thats making me feel like they're glad to be rid of me and all.
PART 2
So on a whole nother thing. We have to move out. Great. Ingela and Scott had planned to move out to Cali by the end of the month no matter what. Which still basically left me screwed cause that meant I would have to get out to. Anyways we got an eviction notice and now we have to be out by friday morning the latest. Again, Great. Ingela and Scott , right before they got the eviction notice, had been able to confirm an apartment for them. Scott was able to get his parents out here to help move him and Ingela though cause of how fast everything has to go. Me on the other hand have no idea what I'm going to do . Hopefully a family member will take me in so that I can get a job and save money to get my own small apartment. IF they don't or cant then I'm homeless. Great. Just fucking great. I'm stressed and scared. I don;t know whats going to happen to me. I know that what I did, what we did, (me and my roommates) wasn't smart. It happened to fast and we should've planned better. Trust me, I've definately learned my lesson. To those who read this and care, I'm sorry >.<