happy new years live journal! just a quick lil update. the holidays were fine. had a good time. dont wanna talk about school. Zak and i are doing great. i love him so much. he gets his schedule changed in a week! so we can finally spend weekends together and have fun. let me just stop and say how amazing our sex life is. i cant really say that to ( Read more... )

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So im going thru a difficult time with myself. i feel like that ive accomplished nothing in life. i'm not really great at anything. sure im a good dancer. but im not amazing. but thats about it. i know a lot about life. but im not book smart. i honestly dont feel worthy in this world. I dont feel like college is for me. but its like i cant spend ( Read more... )

dear livejournal

despite my lack of serotonin at the moment. im happy.

are not fun at all. im really just sick and tired of having this shit and i wish it would pass. ive barely passed very embarrassing situations with almost pissing myself no one should have to go thru that. but im very happy to get my lap results back tomorrow hopefully i'll be able to start on antibiotics. ive been drinking water n cranberry juice ( Read more... )

i got my zak back :D im very excited. okay so i guess i have to start from my last post. lol. i explained my self to joe after fusion last thursday. were cool. were still friends we still talk. w/e. ugh i kinda have a headache.. anyways. zak got back from vegas monday night. i was able to go over there weds. wonderful night. we actually got some ( Read more... )

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