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[pyrox21]

happy new years live journal! just a quick lil update. the holidays were fine. had a good time. dont wanna talk about school. Zak and i are doing great. i love him so much. he gets his schedule changed in a week! so we can finally spend weekends together and have fun. let me just stop and say how amazing our sex life is. i cant really say that to people i always feel like thats "too much information" but come on people. we can talk about how many people we fuck here and there. but when i just wanna talk about me and my relationship its just awkward...ur just jealous. i dont think the world is ready for a relationship that might actually work out. people are okay with each other. but no one is as happy, excited and committed as zak and i are. they always say that the 9-12 month mark is when "happy feelings" go away and its all about commitment then. fuck you people. i am 3 million times more happy than the first day i met him. and it just keeps growing. we know how to communicate we know what to do and what not to do. what makes the other person happy and what upset them. we're excited to be with each other. every morning i wake up to him is the best way to wake up no matter what. and i know he feels the same way. he shows me. he tells me. its there. and hopefully it'll always be there. and if not i'm going to cherish this time for my life for the rest of my life. so on that note. i think its time to start finding new friends maybe. its time for a lot of new starts actually. but i'll figure all this out later on.
work is doing well. dancing is doing well. i got pink fluffies!!! cant wait to wear them!!!!

imma take a nap now.