the answer to all my prayers?

...nah never.

if i could make a list of things that i have gained the list would be really ( Read more... )

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sometimes i wish i could sit here and be like everyone else and say how much i love my boyfriend or whoever. but in the long run it just doesnt seem worth it. i would love to find the person that is right for me and be with them and be happy, but it wont happen, i would even like to find someone that i just have a good time with, but thats not ( Read more... )

yah so i realized just how much i can handle and now im to the point that i dont care anymore. :) its cool i dont care. i got a taste of happiness and now im craving more...i want it everyday! so i figured ill just find ways to keep myself happy instead of relying on someone else to do so..probably a better idea! ill take whatever comes my way..of ( Read more... )

it just seems like life is one big guessing game. i finally realized how much he really cares for me and well i dont want to face reality. of course i love him, always have and i always will, but as much as he says he loves me, i dont think he does anymore. im sure he cares i dont doubt that for a second. ill just keep on guessing and not let ( Read more... )

its been a long week, its friday and im exhausted..i could take a nap after school..i dont have to work and i dont have any plans, thinking about going to tilton..the outlets, no reason..i might also look at prom dresses, if i cant find one im not going so i dont know..

im happy, i love him so much

we just got back from vacation and it wasnt that great. the time off from school was awesome though. i spent a lot of time with jeff and that was cool. my body is so sore and all i want to do is sleep. i started working at kfc over vaca. its not that bad...i got my hair dyed a little bit. i got a new shirt..nothing to exciting happened. nothing i ( Read more... )

nothing to look forward to, nothing to be happy about, nothing to lose, nothing to fight for, i just want to belong to him so that everything will come together again.