I LOVE MATT HE IS THE GREATEST HE FIXED MY CAR AND EVEN PAID FOR SOME OF MY PARTS I AM SO EXTREMELY LUCKY TO HAVE HIM

Well I haven't wrote for a bit so I thought I would update this journal. I have been to Indiana 3 times in one month I got my fill of that state for awhile. My dad and I are still fighting back in forth but it's getting better he stays mad only a day or two at a time instead of a week at time when I go stay with my baby. Hmmm whatelse I love Matt ( Read more... )

I have been to Indiana twice in one week. Needless to say I am sick to death of driving. I called my mom while I was at my boyfriend's house to tell her I was going to Indiana and she was fine with it. While I was in Indiana I called her again and asked if she had told dad that I was out of state she said that she had and all he had to say was this ( Read more... )

Well lets see I went to Indiana with my boyfriend Matt so I could meet his family and friends. It went pretty well but I felt as though I was on display and everyone was judging me. Some liked me some I know just didn't but hey at least it was civilized for the most part. I guess everyone can't like everyone else that would be just too perfect. But ( Read more... )

My week has been crazy I don't think I have had a week this messed up. It started out with a fender bender and a 95 dollar ticket. Then on top of that me and my dad got into another discussion about him kicking me out yadda yadda yadda. By the middle of the week I was looking at my bank account and realized oops I overdrawn on my account so badly I ( Read more... )

I'm having a down day. What's a down day? you ask. Well a down day is when your lips seem to go "down" instead of up. A day that makes you sad in other words. I am having one of those days. For some reason all I think about are old times, old friends, old crushes/boyfriends, good times that I had with certain people that are just not around anymore ( Read more... )

I"M CORRUPTED!!!!!!!!!!!! I used to be a little innocent virgin christian. Now I am a overly sexual, playful, anti church, NYMPHO. Who would have thought!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I blame it on Skippy!!!!!!!

Honey, I appreciate you coming to see me today. You made my day!! I seen you and my heart almost leaped out of my chest I couldn't believe it. You definitly got me but you know this means WAR!!!! You know Airik is going to be happy to see you. He loves you just as much as he loves his mom. Yeah his mom is his mom he will miss her but you KNOW he ( Read more... )

Right now I am sitting in Matt's basement writing this while he gets ready for a job interview. I couldn't imagine wanting to be anywhere more than I want to be here. I am completely and utterly in love with Matt. I never been in love. Growing up thinking about love I thought it was going to be great..... worry free that is NOT the case. I am ( Read more... )

Hmmm what is been going on with me lets see I just found out that my boyfriend had sex with his ex a day before we started dating. Then continued to lie to me about it so I wouldn't leave him. Well he told me and I still didn't leave him. I love him no doubt about it. I am hurt yes but we weren't technically together and I can forgive him for it. I ( Read more... )