down day
I'm having a down day. What's a down day? you ask. Well a down day is when your lips seem to go "down" instead of up. A day that makes you sad in other words. I am having one of those days. For some reason all I think about are old times, old friends, old crushes/boyfriends, good times that I had with certain people that are just not around anymore. I miss a lot of things. I regret a lot of things and I can't figure out if I am truly happy right now. I don't know what is wrong with me. Maybe it's the fact my dad just don't like me right now. Maybe it's because I miss people that are no longer in my life. Maybe it's because I feel lonely even when I have lots of people around me constantly. Maybe I just need a big bar of chocolate or maybe I need to go to bed in hopes that tomorrow won't be like today!