what can i say than other than the fact that i feel like my heart was rippd out. even tho i wasnt in love with the person that i want. this person has moved on, and no longer thinks about me the way i think of that person. i miss it, i miss the fun we had. but its kool... cos i bounce back.... right? what if i dont bounce back this time? all of ( Read more... )

moving on ( Read more... )

ome simple mistake ( Read more... )

anyways, so work is long, and tiring. and everything is moving to slow. my schedule is all fucked up. and i have to fix it, i have to fix my life. sweet.... not. work is driving me up the wall, but yet im asking for more hours. y? because i need money! yay, money.

everytime i ever write in this thing, im wither pissed or sad. wow, thats kinda pathetic. but what ever.

its been a while... but yeah, life has changed a lot for me since the last time that i posted on this thing. i have no boyfriend. i kinda have no one... i guessing im going through life stag. some of my friends are making up excuses to get out of hanging out with me and shit. and its bull shit... and others, well they just ignore the calls, and ( Read more... )

okay ( Read more... )

my mother and father have found out that i have taken pills before. and when i told her that they were triple c's she got pissed. and everything got messed up. im not grounded but my mother and father are doing the whole we are disappointed in you. and yes... i feel bad for them feeling bad for me, but i dont really care! i mean i did when my dad ( Read more... )

thank god i have freinds like evan... she prolly saved me from going crazy yesterday... i tryed something that was prolkly not the best thing to do... i was freaking out on tri0ple c's and i dont remember walking and i was throwing up everywhere... it was pretty bad... but thank god for evan she saved my life, and re-acted titanic with me so i ( Read more... )

! i love you all tho... anyways... im bored... Abbie and I were hanging out yesterday ... ill get the pictuers here soon... as soon as abbie hands them over ! anyways ( Read more... )