i made a goal for winter break to read five books. i've started my fourth. so far, i've read running with scissors, an underachiever's diary, and magical thinking. i've started one flew over the cuckoo's nest. i think i can move my goal up to at least eight ( Read more... )

i never write in this. and when i do it's just short sentences and random thoughts. namely, me being mad at myself for not doing work, or mad at school for making me do work. which is obviously the bane of my existence ( Read more... )

i am in a foul mood.

when will winter break come?

WHY AM I GETTING UPSET OVER THIS STUPID BULLSHIT? fucking hell.

i'm pretty dumb. i didn't even think about it.

looks like i may never return there again? stupid!

i hate everything and wish that this would pass already. i just want to know how things are going to end up.

i'm poor. i am inked. my room is still a hell hole.

i have no idea what i am feeling anymore.

i want to leave, but i don't.

i wish kelly wasn't in florida.

what am i going to do?

things stuff things. work is boring. and makes me spend my paycheck. by the end of this summer i hope to have that home theater system, and maybe a tattoo if i can finally decide on which.

kelly is in florida like a big jerk.

lunch with ms. cav this week hopefully.

i still have to call my dad and grandma.

my room is a hellhole. hot and messy.

we're done.

FUCKING A I AM SO OVER WRITING A MILLION PAPERS, AND HAVING A ZILLION TESTS, WORKING VERY HARD AND NOT DOING AS WELL AS I EXPECT. SWEET JESUS CHRIST, CAN A GIRL CUT A BREAK SOMETIME?!

not to mention all the stress in between with other things!

may 25th CANNOT come soon enough.

even tomorrow 12:45 would be fine. fuck.

i feel the end drawing near.