(no subject)
i never write in this. and when i do it's just short sentences and random thoughts. namely, me being mad at myself for not doing work, or mad at school for making me do work. which is obviously the bane of my existence.
this year is a good year, generally. i love living here, and i love my roommates, and my friends are the greatest. i mean, obviously, it would have been nice if jason and i lasted, but things happen, and you grow and you learn and you accept.
the last part of that sentence is called a polysyndeton, thank you very much ENGL390. feel free to use that at the next dinner party you attend.
i used to tell my daily occurings and stupid thoughts in these things, and looking back, i was so stupid and childish. i mean, i still am. obviously. but i mean, big time back then. but hey, it's funny.
i've hardly been writing in my journal. lately i've been pretty busy, but generally, i'm just lazy, and i know i'll regret it years from now when i actually care to look back on my life. and i just should, because it's good for you; there's pretty much research that proves it. plus, i'm mad at my journal because i hate it's size. it's too short, so my hand gets really awkward. i'm gonna try harder though.
i just want this semester to be over. i can't tolerate my MWF classes. i've lost all motivation to do my work. i can't even tell you the last time i read for a class. i just don't care. i'm doing okay, grades wise. i'd probably be doing better if i actually cared enough to put in some sort of effort. but at this point, i am just so tired of it.
winter break will be nice to be able to rest and read something for me, not because it's assigned.
this will be the first time i'm not doing winter session, just when everyone and their mom decides to do it. thanks dudes. i'll be the only one in my apartment not doing it, and i almost feel kind of left out of the possible fun that's going to be had by them. the boys are doing it too. pretty much all of my friends. i know i'm going to come up just to live here and hang out around the end of january. all of my home friends will have gone back to school by then, and i don't just want to hang out with my family, no offense.
i've got stuff to do. mainly this project.
this year is a good year, generally. i love living here, and i love my roommates, and my friends are the greatest. i mean, obviously, it would have been nice if jason and i lasted, but things happen, and you grow and you learn and you accept.
the last part of that sentence is called a polysyndeton, thank you very much ENGL390. feel free to use that at the next dinner party you attend.
i used to tell my daily occurings and stupid thoughts in these things, and looking back, i was so stupid and childish. i mean, i still am. obviously. but i mean, big time back then. but hey, it's funny.
i've hardly been writing in my journal. lately i've been pretty busy, but generally, i'm just lazy, and i know i'll regret it years from now when i actually care to look back on my life. and i just should, because it's good for you; there's pretty much research that proves it. plus, i'm mad at my journal because i hate it's size. it's too short, so my hand gets really awkward. i'm gonna try harder though.
i just want this semester to be over. i can't tolerate my MWF classes. i've lost all motivation to do my work. i can't even tell you the last time i read for a class. i just don't care. i'm doing okay, grades wise. i'd probably be doing better if i actually cared enough to put in some sort of effort. but at this point, i am just so tired of it.
winter break will be nice to be able to rest and read something for me, not because it's assigned.
this will be the first time i'm not doing winter session, just when everyone and their mom decides to do it. thanks dudes. i'll be the only one in my apartment not doing it, and i almost feel kind of left out of the possible fun that's going to be had by them. the boys are doing it too. pretty much all of my friends. i know i'm going to come up just to live here and hang out around the end of january. all of my home friends will have gone back to school by then, and i don't just want to hang out with my family, no offense.
i've got stuff to do. mainly this project.