I became aware of myself when I heard the sounds of an old rocking chair, steady slow creaks of wood rubbing against wood.. The smell of aged wood and polish was potent and a soft breeze kissed my face I opened my eyes to find that I was in a long bowl-like bed, cushioned with silks and cottons. I tried to sit up, but my arm sank in all the ( Read more... )

***He came to me again. I found myself in the same room, wearing the same nightgown, only this time I was wrapped up in an extrememly cozy blanket and a tray of assorted chocolates was placed right beside me. I felt him before I saw him, warm fingers gently placed on the tender spot between my neck and shoulders ( Read more... )

Work was as tiring as always. We were exceptionally busy, crushing any futile hopes of studying or doing homework I had planned. A party of Civil War reinactors had shown up. Still shaken up from my day, I had managed to drop a pitcher of sweet tea and a pint of tarter sauce on the same customer. The old man didn't take this particularly well and ( Read more... )

I dressed and went downstairs and was immediately met by the acrid lingering reek of weed. My mom was seated at our quant little kitchen table smoking a joint, filling out a crossword puzzle, siping from a glass of ( Read more... )

***When I got out of work it was well past midnight and I had school early in the morning. I had done as much homework as I could between refilling drinks and dodging druken gropes. I had barely made it through the door, handed Mom some money for rent and made it to my bedroom before I passed out cold ( Read more... )

"I had one of those dreams again ( Read more... )

Damn it Damn it Damn itttt!!!!!!

I had to restore my computer because its a piece... I went on Matt's lj site to snag some of our pictures.... THEY'RE ALL GONE!!! Those are pics that I'll never ever have again. :-(

Second, I was reading all my old lj entries... isn't amazing how much someone changes within the span of a year???

I just got out of an hour long bubble bath that I had dedicated entirely to hot chocolate and Janet Evanovich's second novel. It was much needed on account of I feel like my head is about to explode ( Read more... )

I know its extremely rare that I never update my journal, however I feel compelled to do so after last night ( Read more... )

I think there comes a point in every girls life where she comes to the realization that there lives a little piece of their mom in themselves ( Read more... )