Okay, I just got off the phone with my father. He agrees with me that too many people waste their life away. He didn't say it in so many words... and actually, if you ask him he'd disagree, but that's what I got out of the conversation. My mothers side of the family has done nothing with their lives. And my fathers side, well... some of them may ( Read more... )

Is it unreasonable to feel angry? I think not. It would be rediculous to never feel any sort of anger. TO not speak your mind about it woudl be evem more rediculous. So then... why have I said nothing? Becca and I are the only ones who understand, but she's the only one who listens and hears what it was that I wanted to say, not just, what I said. ( Read more... )

How much is my life worth? If I die right now, how much would a capitalist society lose from me? Assuming that I live to 75, because I doubt I will live to be that long, but work as much and as hard to earn enough money to equal that, and canceling out the interest that could occur. Also assuming that I finish my Bachelors degree, and even a ( Read more... )

Okay... so... um... Yeah. Virtual Insanity... Lyrics don't make sense. Anyways. I always ramble, that's what I do, stfu if you don't like it. I hurt my finger playing guitar... I got a regular blister, and a blood blister on my first finger. wtf? I feel kind of stupid 'cause my gf asked me why I haven't played guitar for her, and I'm like "Der... ' ( Read more... )

Okay, I've had like the greatest week ever. Starting with Last Sunday, going to this Sunday ( Read more... )

Okay... It's freakin' Friday night!!! YEAH BISH! Okay... well... I have some beer... and some meat... and some Raman Noodles. Oh, alright, you would have known I was lying if I said I didn't have a VauDew on a Fri. night. My gf is going to see... Some dudes I wanted to see, and maybe even some dudes i'd LOVE to see. That's cool though, 'cause I ( Read more... )

Indecisiveness is one of the worst things that humans suffer from. Acting now can cause something horrible to happen… planning when there is little time for planning can cause casualties, but well be far less painful if there were actions taken to try to prevent the inevitable onslaught. I cried this morning and had to have a cigarette, as I do ( Read more... )

I don’t write much when I have little to say, I’ll try to change that a little. I am ‘The Mirror of Erised’… I can’t explain it plainly enough for everyone to understand, but I will try. I am what you see of me. I am what you want to see in me. The people I go to school with could probably better explain it if they new, or cared, what ‘The Mirror ( Read more... )

Okay, so today I decided that I would put something here. I'm really shy when it comes to the stuff I write, because the last thing I want to do is have people think that I'm wussy, or stupid. But ya'know what, I don't care. I still won't post everything 'cause some stuff is still a little private and or scary. If you don't like it whatever, I'm ( Read more... )