i know i vowed to not use this thing again ( Read more... )

as of today i stop using livejournal because it fucking blows now. anddd well i don't really give a shit about it anymore. goodbye forever.

tyler and i fight a lot. mostly about things that bug me. i'm so fucking particular it's ridiculous... but however, i will never settle for anything short of the best/ perfection ( Read more... )

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i dont' know why i write in this thing anymore... i don't even read anyone else much less have anything terribly intresting to say ( Read more... )

Andrew Grotfeldt 2002

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i have been busy lately... more busy than the past 4 years of my life. i'm glad that i've shaken myself from this dependancy on someone else to make myself happy. and by that i mean i'm not joined at the hip to tyler anymore ( Read more... )

mercury is no longer in retrograde but i'm still feeling crazy ( Read more... )

i'm off this thanksgiving, that's kinda exciting.

i hung out with andy before work today, everything else is history.

i need structure... but i think it's going to take me being on my own. as in single. as in worthless and somber. i think i might need to feel that again.

pay day, you are too far away. someone take me out for drinks.

my doctor put me on paxil cr and i felt really great yesterday, then i plunged into a nosedive and had a panic attack. worst meds EVER! i will never ever take that shit ever again. I AM NOT DEPRESSED! i just have anxiety!!! other than that crap i got some really great anxiety pills for whem i'm seriously flipping out... it's super strong. Some pill ( Read more... )