to remember that I know the results of the past. The past is still the past even in the present. and even the future will bear the same results. This is absolutely true.

It strikes me as odd that people so often take things at face value. I am all too human at times. As much as I would like it to be otherwise. As is everyone I assume. I've made mistakes in my life up to this point even one or two glaring ones that I never thought I would. People as it turns out are also far too human. I usually allow for some ( Read more... )

Not too bad overall. Not sleeping last night was certainly not a big help to my overall alertness. Math continues to be hard and seems quite arbitrary and ridiculous at times, but I'm still maintaining a perfect score in that class. We'll see how well it goes after a few tests. Sociology still interests me, I'm still the brightest bulb in the ( Read more... )

Is restricted to base. AWESOME!!! Well, for two weeks. Then, undoubtedly a private will go out, get hammered on real beer and managed to get me locked down again. Other than that I feel rather isolated as I have no working phone or internet. I still haven't heard from Molly and thus am not able to talk to my children which in like being ( Read more... )

Well, today I got FREE girl scout cookies ( Read more... )

just got invited to a delta force briefing. Awesome ( Read more... )

I suck and am a fucking retard.

Stress fractures throughout my feet from 6 mile ruck run. Much MUCH pain. Class starts sunday however. No sick call for me. Doing well. I guess. My whole life is full of doubt, fear, and guilt. Feel very alone. Baby john's birthday this month. Bored. Tired. Lonely.

tonight is pretty much the last night I have to get together with anyone before I leave...so...if you'd like to come over you should. Call or email me for directions. ashheart @ gmail.com

scored more than decently on my pt test and I managed a 98% on the DLAB. Go me. Now, all I need is a SECRET security clearance and I'm good to try for my job.