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despite all my rage I am still just a frog in a ball
ocd goes crazy 🤪 nothing happened. my dad asked me for help and i didnt want to do it and my body is stiff with guilt and i want to cry lol
i feel like im constantly being punished for existing. every moment, every interaction, every feeling, every emotion, every part of me as i am is weighed against me by my thoughts and it is so extremely ( Read more... ) -
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i have GOT to start doing drugs again this is crazy -
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this has been the most annoying summer of my life in every way and idk how to convey that without aggrandizing or diminishing how how AWFUL i feel and how OKAY i am. bc i am okay. im SO okay objectively im doing and generally feel FINE but every day i feel like i have GOT to die its been an extremely mild hassle
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whenever i get mad like this idk what to do with myself lmao its so bizarre bc scale from 1-10 im maybe a 0.5/1 as far as actual, real distress goes. but in regards to how it FEELS its like ive gone completely of the rails and am poisoning everyone and everything with the Vibes.
even just writing it out im only distantly frustrated, but my body ( Read more... ) -
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whats up i'm 30 -
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I'm sick of being sad
I don't want to be sad anymore