I am a bonified geek. I have made this computer split into two screen's and if I want, I can hook it up to my TV. Now that is bad.;-)I never thought I'd have a two screen computer before, this is to cool! Man, talk about projecting one's depretion's.:-) Real bizzy Chatting away with Pjrios80. Till tomarrow.

Ok, so me and my ex have patched thing's up to a piont. Although alot of rebiulding upon a friendship is in order, I think as long as we only keep it to emails right now, thng's can slowly start to mend between us. Although I'm still very angry at her, It's time to put this aside and come to realize that I still care about her. This is getting ( Read more... )

I have got to start sleeping agin...I have not gotten a good night's sleep in a long time. I got Five hour's today, and yesterday oppose to seven or six that I've slowly been getting lately, and I've been drinking to. Normally it laid me out, now it just seem's to get me up brighter than usual. Guess I should be happier about that,lol ( Read more... )

I was thinking about what to type today, then it hit me...Anger. The most unpredictable of all emotional responses. A true reflection of one's own other half. Anger is also produced by a feeling that goes hand and hand...hate. I don't think I've ever really hated someone before. I've been angry, but never to the piont that it would last longer than ( Read more... )

And so, to a bloody end and a realization to it, all tie's to my ex are probably at it's very end. After telling her that it hurt's to know about her new man that obviously can do a better job at making her happy in the long, I leave it with "it hurt's to be here." I don't know if she'll ever get it, or if she truely believe's how I felt about her ( Read more... )

Wow, all the rain that I felt like feeling for a while seem's to be falling for the next couple of day. I love the rain...it reflect's or seem's to project one's mood for the scene you see at the time. Today, I watched the rain fall on top of a 39 story biulding and nearly shed a tear not out of depretion but release of everything I've been feeling ( Read more... )

All weekend, I've been having trubble sleeping. I don't know for the life of me why? I am sooo tired right now. It's 4:30am, and I'm eating a hotpocket. (HAIL to the BRICK OF RATION'S!) I must say though, that I have been bizzy this weekend, and now the weekday's aproach...I do hoppe I can sleep during to work week.Yesterday me, My sister and my ( Read more... )

This is a touchy subject for me, since I think the way I look at the physical part to relationship's has been...well...to say the least alittle wierd since most men seem to not think about it the way I do, and it's possibly the biggest problem I seem to have with every girl I've been with ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, there were two huge pothead's.:-) They were so close as a matter of fact that they considered each other brother and sister. One was a short little girl with bloned hair, and the other was a tall long haired skinny dude,lol. For a while, we were unseperable. But life made it so we lost track of each other...wow has time changed ( Read more... )

Ack...my pionter on the computer is doing wierd thing's. Alot of wierd thing's have been happening actually ( Read more... )