Alrite so I give myself credit...I didn't cry when Kim said she'd seen Paul...I felt like I'd been punched in the stomach...a little too close to the heart. But don't get me wrong it's not him. It's the continuation of a legacy and he's just part of it. Broken promises, sleepless nights, right guy/wrong time, wrong guy/stupid me. Can I just ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! I'm 21 YAY!!!!!

Birthday Plans Update note changes ( Read more... )

Scott emailed me...I wish he wouldn't. I really do. Who cares if driving by the place we used to go to for dinner makes him think of me. Sleeping in our bed when his pillow still smelled like him made me think of him. Seeing his coat, hearing our song, getting out of bed, going to sleep at night....Shit happens!!! It's not like I am going to ( Read more... )

1. What is your middle name? Elisabeth ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Ryan and now a poem ( Read more... )

She was Andy’s Sweetness
Always Beautiful to Ben
John just called her Baby
To Scott she was my Dear
She was Steve’s Darling
Always Too Cute to Paul
Lexy just called her Hon
To Matt she was only Babe
A princess and a gypsy
A new age beatnik hippie
Not quite their dream come true
Just something fresh and new

The perscription for a happy life:

1. sex
2. meditation
3. coloring

Trust me it works...well, i'm getting by with the last two.

Update on my birthday wish list.
I'll probly only get one of them. The good news is my condom collection doesn't expire til 2008.

Wow...It's the 23rd...so sick. I'm officially dying, at least it feels like that. I have the utmost sympathy for Paul right now cuz he's been putting up with something similar since Tuesday. I have only been dying since Thursday. No I am not pregnant. No I am not contagious. I do however feel like an elephant is sitting on my chest and I wish ( Read more... )