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Scott emailed me...I wish he wouldn't. I really do. Who cares if driving by the place we used to go to for dinner makes him think of me. Sleeping in our bed when his pillow still smelled like him made me think of him. Seeing his coat, hearing our song, getting out of bed, going to sleep at night....Shit happens!!! It's not like I am going to forget him or he is going to forget me, but the least he could do is leave me alone. My email won't block him no matter how hard I try. I really need to keep getting on with my life. He didn't want me and that is his problem. Kinda makes me grateful that Paul just fell off the face off my world instead of trying to keep worming in. But then again Scott didn't want me, my parents don't anymore, Paul wants nothing to do with me, Ben is managing to sneak everyone away slowly....good thing I'm independent.