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self-loathing is a bitch
Sittin on the bed or lyin wide awake
There's demons in my head and it's more than I can take
I think I'm on a roll but I think it's kinda weak
Sayin all I know is I gotta get away from me
Is it bad that this lyric describes my mental state perfectly right now?
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who the fuck is lily?
Part the Eighth
It was another half hour or so before Bam finally surfaced. His eyes fluttered and I quickly pulled my hand away from its exploration of his face. He made a slightly strangled sound and his hands clutched at his throat. I realised what he was doing and I pulled him into a sitting position before handing him the glass of water. He ( Read more... ) -
VAM drabble
This is a vam drabble, but I'm thinking that I may make it like a prologue and do a chapter soon. After I'm done with 'who the fuck is Lily?' Anyways, there's mentions of drug use, so don't read it if you don't like that stuff. Also, the lyric at the top belongs to Placebo.
You were mother nature's son, someone to whom I could relate. Your needle ( Read more... ) -
help please?
So... I've started writing a JAM fic (that's Jonne/Bam) and I want it to be smutty, but there's a problem. I'm really bad at writing smut! I never know which words to use that will fit the story and in the end I usually just give up. If anybody can give me any smutty pointers I would be eternally grateful!!! -
more high school vam
I really am on a role with this! Here is the second part of chapter 7 of 'Who the Fuck is Lily?'
Part the Seventh ( ii )
Ryan and I had been walking for 15 minutes and I was beginning to wonder if he lived in a whole other town when he finally turned into the front lawn of a house. It was a small place but reasonably well-kept, unlike Ryan ( Read more... ) -
NO WAY!
So I'm watching a low-budget horror movie and I actually screamed! I can't even remember the last time I screamed from a movie and the thing I screamed at was a Goddamn cockroach! *shudders* I hate them, they're so disgusting! Anyways, I thought that was rather exciting. I should probably get back to writing some more of my story. -
who the fuck is lily?
Another update? So soon? I must be on a role!
Part the seventh ( i )
"Ville! Get down here now!" I was rudely awoken by my aunt's screeches. I sat up and glanced at the clock. I groaned in frustration when I saw that it was only 6:30. What on earth could she want at this ungodly hour? On a Sunday?
"Ville Valo, now!" I hastily jumped out of bed and ( Read more... ) -
who the fuck is Lily?!
part 6 of high school VAM. Sorry for the wait, Christmas was very very busy!
Previously...
"Bam I don't spend half my time telling you you're annoying. And even if I did it would be because you can't seem to get past this stupid, petty name-calling thing!" I exclaimed. Clearly it was the wrong thing to say, coz all of a sudden he was looking at me ( Read more... ) -
who the fuck is Lily?
Here is part 5 of my high school VAM fic
Previously...
"Whatever. I'm gonna go get dressed," I started up the stairs.
"Can I watch?"
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I have only three words to describe that momen; Instant. Fucking. Erection. I turned slowly, oh so slowly, on the second stair where I'd stopped, all the while thinking 'He did not just say what I think he said ( Read more... ) -
who the fuck is Lily?
part the fourth of my high school Vam fic.
Previously...
"Dude," he said quietly, "are you gay?"
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I didn't know how to answer him. How could I? He kicked the word 'faggot' around like it was nothing. He was my best friend but could I really trust him with this? I was so busy thinking my answer through that I simply didn't say anything, which ( Read more... )