Ahhh what a long weekend.... Vickee came over on thursday and then i took off of school on friday.. we slept alot and then went to the mall and bought food  and a H&M hoodie for vickee... then we left and chilled around my house.. I made diner for use because im awsome.. I made spagettie... Saterday we woke up early and went to Bellmont Race Track ( Read more... )

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I feel so worthless... NO one cares about me.. Everyone who says they do  never show it or are just lieing.. Im deffinetly not worth anything to anyone.. NO one would care if they say me again or talked to me again.. I really feel like there is no point to my life at all.. I feel so sick and i really hate my parents.. They really couldnt care any ( Read more... )

Yeah so the past couple of days has been horrible..... Ive been sick and then get into a huge fight witheveryone in my life.. I cant stop crying and wishing i was dead I hate my life and myself and there is no point to me...


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Im so tiered of everyone and of school and of rocky point.. Im tiered of myself and i really need to leave and do something for me wiht fun people who just put me in a good mood always.. I feel like i dont want anything anymore and everything i do want i either cant have or there is a big probme with getting something for sean... I hate it.. I ( Read more... )

Amazing week and weekend!!!!!!!!

So here it goes..  on wed April 6 i got into a fight with that kid.. (EARLIER entrie if you want to read).. Then on Thursday in school was so funny.. I was the talk of the school and everyone was making fun of Adrean (the dumb kid) haha It was so funny and he was getting so mad and embaressed.... I couldnt wait for ( Read more... )

I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you!!! I fucking hate you ( Read more... )

Today…. Ahh today was ok… I woke up and was still tiered and went to school.. People talked to me and stuff and it went smooth I guess.. I was thinking a lot and kinda sleepy but I got through the school day. Then after school Sal and I went back up to the school so I could kick the shit out of this kid Adrean because he called me a dumb-ass in ( Read more... )

So... on friday i went to the back up plan show with mike and tim... On the way we listen to some bouncing souls and some embrace today.. We stop at Wendy's and ate some food and made fun of all the old people.. Then we started on our way to the how again. We got there and it was so boring until backup plan came on.. also the only reason why i went ( Read more... )

Ahhh so today..... Today i woke up at 5:30 and was so tired because i didnt get home untill three so yeah but i stayed awake all day.. Today in school i was loud.. i think im always loud unless im sleeping and then i snore.. Whateva its fun.. So today in school was pretty funny and i talked to alot of people insted of normally being quiet.. Also ( Read more... )