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Im so tiered of everyone and of school and of rocky point.. Im tiered of myself and i really need to leave and do something for me wiht fun people who just put me in a good mood always.. I feel like i dont want anything anymore and everything i do want i either cant have or there is a big probme with getting something for sean... I hate it.. I really fucking hate my family.. They dont get anything i say to them, they never listen to me and dont wanna do anything for me but i have to do everything for then this and that blah blah i fucking hate them
I was suppose to get my permite like a month ago but no my mom has to sit around and not care at all or pay one attention to me.. Finally i get in her face about it and we filled out all the papers and i need my birth certificet.. Guess who lost it and doesnt have it and doesnt really care... I dont know why im in this dumb familly.. They dont even care that they have a recorde of when i was born and who i am ect. So my mom says " aww well you cant get it to bad." i really hate her
I really miss Jesse alot even tho i didnt hang out with him like everyday... But its all those random times and all the shows we've went to that were so good.. Jesse and his mustang or his mom's car and we use to drive at 4 in the morning to 24 hour begal shop and i remember jesse saying "this were i find all the hot babes"... Jesse really made me smile and have a good time.. He was so funny.. I miss him.