dallas and i went out to feed birds this morning. and then we went to the store to buy supplies to make birdhouses. i can't wait to get home tonight.

now off to work!

holly cut my hair into a short little bob with bangs. i love it!! it seems so much lighter, and something about that represents getting rid of all the negativity/baggage/sadness that i'd been carrying around for so long.

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first of all... audrey hepburn. i LOVE her. i think she is one of the most breath-taking women ever. holly, tallulah, and i were up until 4am this morning watching this movie marathons... breakfast at tiffany's, how to steal a million, two for the road(my FAVORITE), paris when it sizzles, and charade.
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always, ALWAYS reminds me of him...
he loved this band.
agh, it's too painful.

Why can't you try and love me?
Because I'm standing on the edge so shove me
There's no time to rewind to Springtime
Before our hearts turned cold
Now it's winter, love's a splinter
And our heart beats way too slow

So long, nice to know that you once were a ( Read more... )

"You must work harder at getting away from your past -- when it comes to romance and personal growth, you have to let outmoded things pass. Open your mind and heart to new possibilities. It's the future that you should be focusing on! History is nice for reference, but all it will do for you today is distract you from seeing a great opportunity ( Read more... )

nathan and i went out for dinner last night... he ended up coming home with me and then when he left the next morning, my roommates harassed me about it for like... 45 minutes. i don't know what i'm doing with him. i hope he doesn't have strong feelings for me because i'm just not ready for anything like that...

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i actually did hang out with dallas in january. it was so weird... it was so unbelieveably surreal. i had been missing him even more than usual. and i called him. and he actually answered. and so i tried to keep the conversation light because i didn't want him to get defensive or stand-offish. but he knows me and he knew something was wrong. so he ( Read more... )

it's been almost a year since i've updated this thing. and it leaves me with such a sinking feeling to realize- to see in written words- that a year has gone by and virtually nothing has changed. he's still with HER. i had always been his longest relationship. and i was hoping that his involvement with this girl was just a fling... but it's been ( Read more... )

i started looking into transfers yesterday. the magazine can write me a good letter of recommendation, and there's a lot to do around here, so i think i should be okay. living is much more affordable here and i just want to be close to my friends and family right now. and... him. as far away as he pushes me, i still feel in my gut that things will ( Read more... )

i started planting a garden today. all kinds of flowers and then a little further down... almost every kind of vegetable you can think of. lulah, holly, and i are planning on having a fry fest this summer with all kinds of fried vegetables and fondue and wines. it will be lovely. everyone is invited ( Read more... )