I only wish to grow up to be Tom Waits...or maybe half of Tom Waits

Holy crap, I feel really bad for my roomie. We were driving home from the bar, he was 100% sober so not a drunk driving story, but we turned the corner and this cat ran straight in front of the car and he hit it. Was really strange cause it literally ran right into the tires, not like oh no we could have stopped, it was like it was commiting ( Read more... )

I realize after watching Moulin Rouge again that I am still a romantic even with all my cynicism...its always that damned come what may song...FUCK

Every time I think I get bored of cali I swear it someone comes around a corner with an awesome cali event. These last two times were both in Down town San Jose...first was the comic book shop that was entirely independent artist with a comic company in the side office AND a bar/stage with some guys playing Beatles music after 7pm. Then tonight ( Read more... )

For some reason I am signing up for a Vocational school this fall...not for any job purpose I just thought it'd be cool to know how to be a spot welder. Is that weird? Yah know to waste money on a skill that is needed in the work place but not want to use it just want to know of it.

I guess I looked in the mirror finally, just to prefaces this not a complaint just a statement. I wanted to change from when I left Texas...but looking in the mirror I really don't know if I went in the right direction. A drunk who smokes like a chimney and is so cynical of people I can't keep a friend for 10 minutes. Not that I'm mad about my ( Read more... )

Posting this in LJ cause the chick is still friends with me on facebook <.< So GF and I broke up tonight, whatever that was mutual. I like to be alone and she can't deal with an adult relationship...we had issues, BUT she gives me cupcakes tonight and then breaks up with me....I laughed my ass off. Who the fuck gives break up cupcakes, funniest ( Read more... )

Plans to move back have been pushed back again. Car troubles are forcing me to dip into my non existent savings to repair it...arg!!! Well whatever, I'm still breathing which is a plus in my life. As long as I can still stand I think I'll just keep walking.

Well I think it's about time California has grown old to me, I'm going to start saving up again to move back home...maybe, debating between home and Seattle. Don't know why Seattle but it kinda calls to me a bit, I like the coast. Being near a large body of water makes me happy, at any time I can go to the coast and just...I don't know swim? I ( Read more... )

So haven't posted in here for awhile, but I need somewhere to vent right now and typing it out seem's like the healthiest thing I can do....So life sucks right now. I just found out that the only couple that I thought would be together till they died and had any hope of proving that true love existed in this world is getting a divorce and putting ( Read more... )