It's been a while hasn't it? Well a nice update for everyone. I had surgery for a fibroid issue, no more birth control ever. On top of that I also found out later on, in one of my follow-ups after the surgery, that I have poly-cystic ovarian syndrome. I also have scalp dermatitis. So in total, my hair loss is due to my Hypothyroidism, scalp ( Read more... )

Over the past two weeks I've been in scared mode because I thought something was wrong with me. Happy me, I'm not. Two weeks ago I went in for my yearly physical and had some bloodwork done. The results showed some anomalies in my liver function so I was sent for a abdomen ultrasound. This showed something on my liver but nothing conclusive so on ( Read more... )

I would tell how great Orlando is, if I was actually there. I'm not. Instead, I'm in Miami, staying at my mom's friend's house because I have to finish my thesis. Which I turned in this past Friday at 10 am. I have yet to hear back from my professor (who wants this done by the end of this week.) Waiting sucks ( Read more... )

I got into Barry's Counseling Ph.d program!!!!!!! Yes I wrote this on Facebook but I'm spreading the joy!

I've decided that I'm not going to go to the funeral. I don't know if I can handle going to another funeral. It's just too much.

Koo called it selfish, I don't care. I know my limit. I hit my limit.

On an update, I've cried several times. I cry randomly. I need God to understand that there can be no more deaths for a while.

Have I become a person with dulled emotions? Have all the deaths I've had to go through worked it's way into that I don't even feel anything. I should be sad right now. I should be upset right now. But I'm not. I'm numb. The office adminstrator died in a car accident New Years day. I had been working with her for nearly a year. She helped me with ( Read more... )

I know I haven't posted or updated much as of late. I've been dealing with a lot of crap. I never really fully recovered from the string of deaths around me, only to have another man very close to my family pass away. I can honestly say that this year sucked. So many bad things have ben going on. I only hope this means the start of next year will ( Read more... )

What is despicable you ask? There are these three siblings that used to go to my dad's Korean School. Their mother died some years before my dad did. It turned out that the husband was having an affair and the mother knew about it. We all found out only because the summer after their mother died they were all taken to Korea and came back with a ( Read more... )

There is only one place I'd rather be than here in my grad lab waiting for class to start. Home. I want to be home where if I die someone will take me to the hospital. I feel like shit and if it weren't for Dr. High and Mighty making it clear that even being sick is not an excused absence I would not be here.

I feel like shit.

Sooo, normally my updates are pretty lame but this time it's going to be a bit dfferent. Ir's going to be a bit depressing. With that I don't replies with "I"m so sorry" Save it ( Read more... )