So here I am again. Feeling on the edge of many different moods. Is this stress? Is this anxiety? Depression? Or could it be something that really scares me?

I really am tired of being dealt a bad hand and having to bluff my way through life.

So it would appear, that I've conquered my insomnia. It's actually kinda weird... I'm... awake... to put it simply. Coherent, less frantic, focused, more consistent. Even if I'm not exactly sleeping at normal times, I'm sleeping enough (finally ( Read more... )

appreciation for life, is found in death ( Read more... )

SO it turns out, after all the vitamins and working out, all the good eating and proper rest... I came down with Bronchitis, Laryngitis, and the Flu... all at once ( Read more... )

Life's pretty good right now, if I don't say so myself ( Read more... )

Good job buddy. I use the term extremely loosely this morning.

What a fucking let down.

Ehck I'm feelin odd and tired, I really don't wanna work in an hour. (fuck doubles ( Read more... )

"Jesus, I have to get outta here ( Read more... )

Staring into the flames was like staring into himself. The twisting and turning of the flames, like sensuous bodies crawling and climbing over each other in some mad race to the top; only to lick the fresh cold night, fizzle, and die. And as the flames die, all thats left is smoldering hopeless embers. They sit and glow dimly, silently wishing that ( Read more... )

So, recently, I've decided to kinda pull myself up by my boot straps and start making the most of my life. No more wasted days ( Read more... )