i1ll never be happy with someone else if im not happy with myself and im never happy.

nothing ever feels how its supposed to
im always thinking too many things trying to feel something and i DONT

im a fucking wreck in my head

do you ever think of just shooting yourself .

ido


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im so sick right now..i got back from sanfran monday morning at 5 i had such an amazing weekend experience i wish i was in the mood to write about my trip but i always get discouraged cause there is so much to say and i dont know how to say it. it made me appriciate the city i'd been there 2 years ago and didnt get the vibe of it...it was pretty ( Read more... )

THE FEAR STARTS CREEPING UP WHEN YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO LOSE

THE LIGHTNING YOU SEE IN MY EYES YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH IT


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so ive been trying to keep my self occupied as much as i can these past few days have been with chelsea alott!...so last night i was in a fucking weird mood..not even just last night all fucking day..its hard trying to be independant with a fucking dui and i cant stand sitting at home and wasting mylife away.i think of it as these are the most ( Read more... )

taylor is so dreamy
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.SNTUK SEH GIL'SDH

CHELSEA

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im haviNG so much fucking trouble...i love my boyfriend i really do love him. but what i tend to notice about myself is once i feel like i cant get out of something..or once someone is so dependant on me it fucking really scares me. and it scares me that i basically already know what my life will be like 10 years from now. with him married kids.. ( Read more... )

i went to the opening of opera in la with my friends chelsea and ashlee we met up at one of ashless friends house in the hills and pregamed there.there were alot of stupid ugly girls there..but what could you expect. we got to ride in a stretch hummer limo for free so that was cool ( Read more... )

even though i didnt get to walk becuase of prom heres a simulated photo with dianas cap and gown hehehe


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grad party invite'

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