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so ive been trying to keep my self occupied as much as i can these past few days have been with chelsea alott!...so last night i was in a fucking weird mood..not even just last night all fucking day..its hard trying to be independant with a fucking dui and i cant stand sitting at home and wasting mylife away.i think of it as these are the most sacred years of our life fucking..why waste them at home watching tv when you can do that when your 80, i endedup going to jaimees house and had some wine layed around her appartment then taylor came over we didnt really talk at first i wasnt in a good mood and then we got to talking and sat on the balcony fora while and smoked and joked and talked about things...we made plans he would wake up at 8 and drive me to my dui class...which we both slept past. but as the night went on i thought about it and realized i liked him again...and we kissed for the first time at his car. i thinking im a good kisser, hes was pretty good. i want more tho! he leaves wednesday but has a show at the galaxy soon i think thats it atleast im probably wronge..they are tuoring with megadeath right now. im not attached to him yet..but i do like seeing him...and i wanted to see him tonight but ill be patient. jons coming to pick me up and we are going bar hopping in newport..chelsea left for the night up to santa barbara dianas at a rave jaimee is down in sandiego. and its 10 and biting my nails till jon gets here