I hate being lonely, I hate having no one to hold me and for me to hold. Im cold and sad and angry all the time. Im so depressed, simply because im so damn lonely. I hate it, I just want to cry all the fucking time but I cant and I hate being the third wheel with all my friends and I just cant stand this anymore.

She said, "I've gotta be honest You're wasting your time if you're fishing round here"
 And I said, "You must be mistaken Cause I'm not fooling, this feeling is real"
She said, she said, "You gotta be crazy What do you take me for, some kind of easy mark?"
 "No, you've got wits, you've got looks ( Read more... )

Im frustrated, and I try not to be because i feel bad, but yet I am. I dont think you realize that you litterally were my only support. There are so many things Im bursting to talk to you about, questions you have asked that Im dying to answerm and things I just want to share with you that i have dreamt for a long time. But the only way i can do ( Read more... )

And a busted heart ( Read more... )

Why did the only other sane girl in Racine have to move away ( Read more... )

Thank you for the huge hug, and the kiss on the forhead ( so cute) , and saying youd go to prom with me, and being you.

I heart you.

Happy early birthday hun.

:)

I am thinking it's a sign ( Read more... )

me? what am i up to? no good. ive fucked up a lot

I am so sick of people telling me that Im an awesome person and that Im lovable. Its such bullshit. Fucking bullshit. All I ever do is hurt the fucking people that trust me. What the hell is wrong with me. Im such a fuck up. I wish I had just stayed at Rogers. Or not even had made it to there, or I wish I would have smashed my head on that fire ( Read more... )

I'll just take this time to say that I am miserable and hate people.