livejournal is weird. i never post anything i just basically keep up on the lives of two people an then one more that i set out to read. its like im stalking. i dont talk to them anymore and havent for a long time. i dont know what perspective to write from. i havent been in blog mode for a while. Im super hungry. and its sunny out. today the ( Read more... )

Well, things are normal. Lily asked me what it was like to be a stoner for the first time in my life. It made me think of what ive been doing latley. not much. i live for the weekend. work is good but i just dont want to. class is good. i really like it. im starting to drive myself crazy over my dad. I need someone to reach out but everyone is ( Read more... )

Well, things are normal. Lily asked me what it was like to be a stoner for the first time in my life. It made me think of what ive been doing latley. not much. i live for the weekend. work is good but i just dont want to. class is good. i really like it. im starting to drive myself crazy over my dad. I need someone to reach out but everyone is ( Read more... )

At approximately 1:30 pm Karen Harrison passed on from this realm to another. She was surrounded by her children and her best friend. She struggled but beat breast cancer five years ago. and since kicked bone cancer in the ass. On monday we were told that she had advanced liver cancer and was expected for one to two weeks. As wednesday came it was ( Read more... )

flamingos ( Read more... )

so week off. i dont work or anything. i am currently sitting in lily's bed. because thats where i just ended up. last night i got really drunk and lost the battle and called ryan. i wish i hadnt. but what are you going to do. i cant sit here and regret it. i dont have the patience. i really just wish he would be a better friend but he wont so ( Read more... )

Things I need to do today ( Read more... )

so things are going ok. lily and nick are currently in the bath which just happens to be on the other side of the wall...
i have a lot of reading to do.
im kinda in the mood to clean. i think im going to take advantage of that.
i thought that this was going to be longer buutt i guess not.

So im living in a bad ass fucking house in oly. its so great to be back. we got internet this morning so i have not been connected to this outside world ( Read more... )

my grandma is gone all week so i have her house to myself which isnt awesome at all. i hate being alone. and work puts me in a bad mood. im fine when im there but as soon as i leave i cant handle anything. whatever there ever was with brian is done but i feel like i need closure. i know that sounds dumb but im not complete. everytime we talk its ( Read more... )