grrrrreeeeatttt...
Well, things are normal. Lily asked me what it was like to be a stoner for the first time in my life. It made me think of what ive been doing latley. not much. i live for the weekend. work is good but i just dont want to. class is good. i really like it. im starting to drive myself crazy over my dad. I need someone to reach out but everyone is already paired up. the other part of my life just floats by like it never happened at all. i cant be living this life at 20. its not possible, real life will start when my life stops floating.
....that was way before. its still the same. theres sex on both sides of my room tonight. yay. not. lily validated everything. when i first got here i thought free ok cool. now i feel like things that are provided to me easily are bad so that, thats free. no its bad. i need to lay down. after tomorrow im Done. done. done. i wonder if ill do it??
....that was way before. its still the same. theres sex on both sides of my room tonight. yay. not. lily validated everything. when i first got here i thought free ok cool. now i feel like things that are provided to me easily are bad so that, thats free. no its bad. i need to lay down. after tomorrow im Done. done. done. i wonder if ill do it??