update timeeeeee so this week has been going by alright... its been so freaking hot lately its been horrible. And football is even worse!!! but last night was really fun. just hung out with stacey and her friend....so i think that stacey has to be the most amazing girl in the world. i just feel so comfortable and relaxed with her. anyway i feel ( Read more... )

wow so wow.... ive never felt like this, a feeling where everything else doesnt matter. i mean all the best emotions in life are ones i am feeling. I feel as if i could spend forever with her. and when i fall alseep holding her and wake up and see her sleeping i could just burst as my heart swells with just the best feelings. this is what life is ( Read more... )

so the last few days have been great. like days where you feel like some wieght is being torn from you its great. last night Mike. Alex, and I spent the night at Stacey's last night. it was pretty fun i was kinda tired a lil bit well cranky you could say. around 11 we went to denny's where my back begin to become a jerk. It was my fault tho i over ( Read more... )

today was pretty cool. first i got woken up by grace and that freakin sucked and it got me pretty pissed off. so i went back to sleep and woke up seconds before stacey called me who i was actually super happy to talk to and it started my day off great. so i sat around home showered and all that good stuff. at about 3 i headed to football with mike ( Read more... )

Heyyyy Everyoneee!!!!!

It's Stacey.... and I just wanted to let everyone know.. that the rumors are true.. John and I are together <3333

He is the most amazing guy in the entire world... nobody makes me smile like he does..

Anyway.. John I love you. You're the best. You're my birdie... and I guess thats it...

<333

love you all!!!

Stace

woot i am posting !!! so 2morrow i start football no big deal it wont be that long. this weekend was amazing!!! probaly one of the best i have ever had. it was one of those ones that you will look back on. So right now i am so tired physically but my mind wont just quit.... O Wait i have sleeping pills hell yea i just remembered hold on let me take ( Read more... )

so basicly nothing new other then i went back to football coach sobe hates me and wanted to cut me from the team but hopkins (line coach) saved my ass. but i didnt get off the easy the whole month of august my vaction time has been taken away even tho football is out, there is working out and running things everyday monday thru friday volunteer and ( Read more... )

you know what is lonely. when you have something wieghing you down and you really want to discuss it with someone but there is no one to listen and maybe if there is they cant understand it how you feel inside. how inside your chest you feel something and you cant explain it. how you just want life to stop for one second and spend that second with ( Read more... )

so i realized something yesterday and i have been thinking about it all day.... i have been setting certain goals above others......football for the past 3 years has been my release my way to escape things and be good at something. yet i have tried to throw it away... i have let my body become weak and horrible, so its back to working out and ( Read more... )

damn summer school sucks especially if you have sun burn omg it was horrible. and then i came home and feel asleep and missed football lmao hahaha but my shoulders feel better after the nap actually so i am happy