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so i realized something yesterday and i have been thinking about it all day.... i have been setting certain goals above others......football for the past 3 years has been my release my way to escape things and be good at something. yet i have tried to throw it away... i have let my body become weak and horrible, so its back to working out and football 24/7 cause right now its what i need i think to get myself back on track. and dont get me wrong the last week has probably been the best week of my life and haha i didnt notice how its only been a week soooo in the mean time i need to get at least 3 weeks behind me before any more big thoughts cause as of right now my future is coming up with college, adult school, job, trying to get in law enforcement. just a lot of things. and well who knows how i will change in a week... 2 weeks or a month no one knows