So I guess. I dunno, i dont write in this as much as I should. I keep forgetting to, or putting it off. Or realizing that the stuff that i want to write I dont really want to shrare with the rest of the world. I do hold alot of cards close to my chest at times. It's hindering my life, in a way that's very real, and very visceral. I need to be more ( Read more... )

So i've discussed this with a few people. I am addicted to him like a drug. It's as hard to quit him, as it is to quit... drugs.

Alrighty folks, I have decided its high time to commit to writing in my journal again. It was helpful before and I think it will be helpful now. I need some self reflection self control and self judgement.

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