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Lifes many adventures, bumps, successes, roadblocks, turns and glories. We may spend to much time on trying to figure these out we forget to just live. This week has been full of signs. Time to look for a new doctor/midwife, time to pass the torch at work, time to start nesting, time to find the things that have gone missing ( Read more... ) -
Lifes beautiful challenges!
My goal for this year was to journal everyday and not be afraid of technology. I have not journaled everyday. But I am embracing more technology. Yeah me. I have much to share. Today I am officially ten weeks pregnant. It has been difficult getting here, the craziest thing was one not knowing I was here then being told to expect a miscarriage, then ( Read more... ) -
Wow......
So much is happening. Life has become amazing, complicated, chaotic and full of potential. Reflecting on this I am amazed. A lot of things are very hard to process. I am finding it difficult to concentrate some days, feeling tired, then bitchy, then moody. Am I going crazy. I dont think so. We are gonna blame hormones. Yep, hormones. Good excuse. I ( Read more... ) -
So in this poly realm of things.......
You know the chaos that is often felt when you first fall in love. The warmth in your belly, your heart picking up when you have that thought about that special someone. The tingling skin when the thought is full of lust, I am feeling that again. Yes again. My body seems to be awake. My heart seems to be more open, my head thinking good things and ( Read more... ) -
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I have the most amazing friends/family/Tribe. Thats all I got today. I am feeling overwhelmed and connected. Its hard to filter whats mine and what hers and whats ours. -
Wow...another day in paradise!!!
Papa Bear and I have been remodeling the house and can we say holy shit, WTF was I thinking!!! It has not gone to horribly bad. Laying floors sucks ass completely. Ok, I think I have met my cussing quota for the day. But seriously the house is looking pretty amazing. We chose dark blond wood flooring and I am painting the walls in the living room ( Read more... ) -
Beautiful weekend
This weekend was long and luxurious and filled with happiness and peace. So much occurred this weekend that its hard to write about. I have had to process so many things, so many different ideas, values, beliefs, relationship dynamics, ect. My mind has been going almost non stop. It's time to put it down. Get the static out of my brain ( Read more... ) -
Really....
This week has been almost chaotic. You know, when things are almost going the way you want them to, but not quite and not negative enough to be classified as bad or horrible and yet still not "Hell Fucking Ya" status. I have been working alot on life in general, me in general these past few weeks. Time and Time again, just like a freaking ( Read more... ) -
Reflections
Pondering so many things in the last few days. It is at times very odd, the randomness that happens so often. Can it truly be called randomness? Every so often I get to work with someone who I feel is a true reflection of myself or someone close to me. Projection is often such a scary, evil negative defense mechanism. But only if one attributes ( Read more... ) -
After a day like yesterday
Yesterday was hell....or at least the second level of hell...stress eating was my friend. It snowballed...started with a very stressful review committee...meeting with the boss's boss..then full of denials...nope I can not approve this or that....hence led me to the stress eating....I was blissfully content with my three pieces of pizza and two ( Read more... )