You know when you have so much to say, but nothing comes out. You have so many ideas and thoughts, but nothing ever makes sense. I wish I could have mouth diarhea and have all of this bullshit just come out. I want to scream, but I don't know what to scream ( Read more... )

Over two years ago I decided to stop writing in this, just because of high school drama and all that bullshit. Who would have known that two years later, through deaths, graduations, break-ups, and partying, all I want to do is write. Expression of feelings seems to be almost far-fetched, I feel trapped in my own thoughts. Everything seems to be ( Read more... )

things have been soo.... good lately.

I guess I just wanted to post that, and only that.

its sucks when you realize a close friend could be dying and you cant do a thing about it.
I hope everything is okay, and I hope they can fix her. :(

kynabean. I love you<3333 ( Read more... )

I was thinking about it, was it me pushing him away? Doing things I knew I wasnt suppose to, and having him find out, or blatently telling him? Was it me who didnt have the balls to break up with him, I pushed him so far, I even said it to myself. I was testing my limits, but why? I miss him and I love him and I still want us to get back together ( Read more... )

can you remember those times where we laid in bed together ( Read more... )

lalallalalalala.

:)

Im extremely sorry for the more depressing entries lately, but well... deal with it ( Read more... )

SO. yesterday I got my prom dress and my second hole done in my ear! I also got new shoes BUT I love my prom dress and its awesome.

of course, Ill share it with you,

( YEAH )

ladies and gentleman:

new do:


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